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lovelustandlesbromance: Well I’m basically in love with this

Mon, 20 May 2013 17:49:56 -0400

Well I’m basically in love with this

Sometimes you meet someone and even though younever liked brown eyes before, their eyes are your...

Mon, 20 May 2013 00:32:39 -0400

Sometimes you meet someone and even though you
never liked brown eyes before, their eyes are your favourite colour now
and sometimes you meet someone who can make the
sickest addictions seem beautiful and sometimes
there’s some people you’d rather sit on a couch with
and drink some gas station coffee and read your favourite
books over and over while you forget that dinners on the stove
so it gets burned but you still think it’s delicious anyway.

Marry them.

"I am not the first person you loved. You are not the first person I looked at with a mouthful of..."

Sun, 19 May 2013 21:14:40 -0400

“I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at
with a mouthful of forevers. We
have both known loss like the sharp edge
of a knife. We have both lived with lips
more scar tissue than skin. Our love came
unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up
on asking love to come. I think
that has to be part
of its miracle.

This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You
will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms
will bandage and we will press promises
between us like flowers in a book.
I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat
on your skin. I will write novels to the scar
on your nose. I will write a dictionary
of all the words I have used trying
to describe the way it feels to have finally,
finally found you.

And I will not be afraid
of your scars.

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection,
but please know:
whether it’s the days you burn
more brilliant than the sun
or the nights you collapse into my lap
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.

”

- Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers (via queen)

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Sun, 19 May 2013 19:57:22 -0400

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Sat, 18 May 2013 16:52:10 -0400

punctuation

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:53:48 -0400

implexa:

lots of times
i’ve heard about
people curving
around their lovers
like apostrophes
and commas
and ellipses
but when you
brush your
swollen lips
against my
shivering spine
grammar goes
right out the
window.

"I look at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world"

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:53:03 -0400

“I look at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world”

- Frank O’ Hara (Having a Coke With You)

"Here is what I know: You drink your coffee black and we are afraid of each other. Once you kissed..."

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:50:26 -0400

“Here is what I know:
You drink your coffee black and we are afraid of each other.
Once you kissed my neck in front of your friends
and it made me very shy.
Once you kissed my stomach and I started crying.
I see the tender way you touch things and want to kiss your nose
but I keep my mouth to myself.
Your collarbones are craters big enough to fit my fist into.
You are the most beautiful thing I’ve seen in months.
I was not good to the last person I loved so I punished my heart
(I let it break and bleed out then roughly sewed it back together)
It is hard to write poems when I only know how to fuck you.
I am always trying. I am thinking of Somedays. I am saying goodbye.
You asked why I never write anything honest so I am writing you this.”

- (via clementinevonradics)

how to love your depressed lover.

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:41:21 -0400

que-bola:

five—a—day:

Last night I thought I kissed
the loneliness from out your belly button.
I thought I did, but later you sat up,
all bones and restless hands, and told me
there is a knot in your body that I cannot undo.

I never know what to say to these things.
“It’s okay.” “Come back to bed.”
“Please don’t go away again.”

Sometimes you are gone for days at a time
and it is all I can do not to call the police,
file a missing person’s report, even though
you are right there, still sleeping next to me
in bed. But your eyes are like an empty house
in winter: lights left on to scare away intruders.

Except in this case I am the intruder and you
are already locked up so tight that no one
could possibly jimmy their way in.

Last night I thought I gave you a reason
not to be so sad when I held your body like
a high note and we both trembled from the effort.

Some people, though, are sad against all reason,
all sensibility, all love. I know better now.
I know what to say to the things you admit to me
in the dark, all bones and restless hands.

“It’s okay.” “You can stay in bed.”
“Please come back to me again.”

"She stuck a bookmark in my heart and walked away."

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:37:18 -0400

“She stuck a bookmark
in my heart
and walked away.”

- She (Saul Williams)

"If I love you, is that a fact or a weapon?"

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:35:29 -0400

“If I love you, is that a fact or a weapon?”

- Margaret Atwood (via writingsforwinter)

"If the moon smiled, she would resemble you. You leave the same impression Of something beautiful,..."

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:35:15 -0400

“If the moon smiled, she would resemble you.
You leave the same impression
Of something beautiful, but annihilating.”

- Sylvia Plath, “A Rival” (via memorieswerenot)

myviciousheart: pledgingmylove: brb. crying. <3

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:34:12 -0400

myviciousheart:

pledgingmylove:

brb. crying.

<3

"I kept thinking how marvelous it would be if I could somehow tear my heart, which felt so heavy, out..."

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:30:24 -0400

“I kept thinking how marvelous it would be if I could somehow tear my heart, which felt so heavy, out of my chest.”

- Anton Chekhov (via allegorys)

"For you, a thousand times over."

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:28:01 -0400

“For you, a thousand times over.”

- Khaled Hosseini (via 24ribs)

a shoutout to my fellow masochists

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:27:50 -0400

ashandbone:

the slowest
most effective way to kill yourself
is to drown in another person
some boys are just like that
eyes like green or brown puddles

a child can drown in just two inches of water
ive done more with less

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Sat, 18 May 2013 06:21:53 -0400

"I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks..."

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:21:27 -0400

“I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.”

- Friedrich Nietzsche (via moon-cosmic-power)

"Come sleep with me: we won’t make love. Love will make us."

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:20:52 -0400

“Come sleep with me: we won’t make love. Love will make us.”

- Julio Cortázar (via lavandula)

"I look at you and see all the ways a soul can bruise, and I wish I could sink my hands into your..."

Sat, 18 May 2013 06:18:54 -0400

“I look at you and see all the ways a soul can bruise, and I wish I could sink my hands into your flesh and light lanterns along your spine so you know that there’s nothing but light when I see you.”

- Shinji Moon (via puppywuv)